I have read some pages in the bible.....?

I KNOW HOW YOU MUST BE FEELING ABOUT YOUR FATHER AND I HAVE BEEN THROUGH THE SAME TURMOIL BUT IF YOU FORGIVE SOMEONE THEN YOU MUST LET THEM INTO YOUR LIFE AND LET THEM INTO YOUR HEART ALSO FOR FORGIVENESS IS ONLY TRUE WHEN IT IS FULL AND TRUE. AS FOR SWEARING I SWEAR AT TIMES TO BUT TRY NOT TO THINK OF IT AS SUCH BUT JUST A LITERAL WAY OF VENTING ANGER OR FRUSTRATION . IF YOU WANT TO STOP SWEARING THEN YOU MUST MAKE A CONSCIOUS DECISION ABOUT IT. GOD HIMSELF WOULD HAVE PROBABLY SWORN IF HE COULD AT THE DEVASTATION THE HUMAN RACE HAS LEFT THE WORLD IN.